Holding on....am I?

I don't like my mind right now
 Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary 
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic 
And I drive myself crazy  Thinking everything's about me
Yeah I drive myself crazy 
'Cause I can't escape the gravity 

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy  Holding on
To so much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
Why is everything so heavy 

You say that I'm para-noid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice 
To let my mind stay so fucking messy
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy  Holding on
To so much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
Why is everything so heavy 

I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe 
But you keep spinning round me just the same
And I drive myself crazy  Thinking everything's about me

I'm holding on
Why is everything so heavy  Holding on
To so much more than I can carry 
I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
 Holding on
Why is everything so heavy 
Why is everything so heavy 
Why is everything so heavy